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I'm gonna die and so are all of you (someday)

I've been so tired lately. So intermittently: my energy'll come then it'll go.

I keep waking up in the night an hour before my alarm completely soaked in sweat. Pillowcase, t-shirt, everything. Then I wake up an hour later feeling much, much too cold. Makes it so hard to get up.

The internet says it could be a malignant neoplasm, or tuberculosis, or a hormonal imbalance or a multitude of biological agents.

The internet is a real dick.

Of course, stress and sleep deprivation mutually constitute varieties of hormonal imbalance.

Maybe I've just read Dream Song 51 too many times:
Our wounds to time, from all the other times,
sea-times slow, the times of galaxies
fleeing, the dwarfs' dead times,
lessen so little that if here in his crude rimes
Henry them mentions, do not hold it, please,
for a putting of man down.

Ol' Marster, being bound you do your best
versus we coons, spare now a cagey John
a whilom bits that whip:
who'll tell your fortune, when you have confessed
whose & whose woundings--against the innocent stars
& remorseless seas--

--Are you radioactive, pal? --Pal, radioactive.
--Has you the night sweats & the day sweats, pal?
--Pal, I do.
--Did your gal leave you? --What do you think, pal?
--Is that thing on the front of your head what it seems to be, pal?
--Yes, pal.

Avatar swift
01-08-10 21:35
a sum of his things
i hate looking up symptoms online. i have that, and that, and that.... it MUST be this rare shit... it all lines up and that means i am going to die!

also your headline reminded me of fight club. "given a long enough timeline, everyones chance of survivability drops to zero"
Avatar teh0mega *
01-09-10 00:11
selfcentered guy
chucky is just such a downer yea?
Avatar pureleaf
01-09-10 01:29
I've learned to stop myself from looking up symptoms online. I convinced myself one time, from completely vague and conclusion drawn symptoms, that I had an STD once. I went to the doctor and he laughed at me. I insisted on a test. Twice. And, both times they came back negative. That's when I decided that I am, indeed, no doctor.

Could be diet related? If I eat the right foods, especially under certain circumstances, too close to bed time, I will sweat every time. Took me forever to put my finger on that one. That paired with stress makes it ten times worse.

The tiredness usually is paired with that. Don't know how cold it is where you are, but the frigid temps here definitely wear on me quickly.
Avatar yourworstenemy *
01-09-10 01:39
Your Best Friend
fuck life sometimes
Avatar max *
01-09-10 10:37
the man
I usually eat like 5-6 hours before I go to sleep... but it could be the later snack foods getting me.

I'm probably more effected than I should be by the cold, we'll get 20 and sub 20 degree days but when I wake up it's usually 36ish.
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